I am devastated, not because of you but because the low minded of my brain!

You know what,
Now am very sure....
even though you always on my mind, every seconds, every minutes...
You don't deserve me...:)

I put up something you on me now
Reminiscing my self on you,
You were my influenced..
My energy, a part of my glance...

A thread of my journey..

I wish you have a good one tonite , drift it and content:)

I am alone tonight
It's actually CNY's and Valentine's eve
But well, i don't feel that missed
I am feeling good instead...

To know that I am here for my self
No one would love me as good as my self!

happy valentine to my self...
happy Chinese New year to my self!

i dont feel good today,
i got fever, and patches on my back

i do feel great today
thinking on how things changed so much in these few days

oh maybe a note would heal
but i rather not believing and hoping
my own deliberation says ... my conviction would win...

When you love someone
you'll do anything
you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain

you'll shoot the moon
put out the sun
when you love someone
you'll deny the truth

believe a lie
there'll be times that
you'll believe you can really fly
but your lonely nights

have just begun
when you love someone

when you love someone
you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind
when you want someone

when you need someone
when you need someone...when you love someone
you'll sacrifice
you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
you'd risk it all - no matter what my come
when you love someoney
ou'll shoot the moon
put out the sunwhen you love someone

by bryan adams....

i realised, that i have love someone...:)

Huff,
For all the reasons, I hope I can go through this season
sigh...
I can feel my hand shaking and shivering,
this is tough!
I hope afternoon come faster, giving me break

I need something to hold, am so weary
Lift me up and grip me
whatever you are,
am almost drowning.....

well, at least, i have tried it.
It was great feeling and was a relief after all these things.

Goodbye my dear one, you are one of the best that i ever had, perhaps the only one...but i should have not care about it anymore...

Let it become a history, and new story needed to be done:)

Am missing you like the song of my soul
Missing you as my heart beating

am hating you as full of my soul
a full cup of hateness and pain
hating you as my breath

Sorrow and pain
smiles and tears

You has become my pleasure as well as my abundance
You has become my hell as well my fusion

How i wish i could just.........
I need a rest...

There is a limit of everything that i had going through, am just right at the corner, enduring the time to fall or time to fly............:)

Am tired...........

Am very tired........

Feels like just want to sleep then wake up when everything is gone..........


2-2-2010